- Why try?
- October 6th, 2011
So, I'm kind of depressed. I found out a girl I thought I hit it off with pretty much gave me the dust off because I don't make enough money for her, and sad to say she's more or less bad mouthed me to a bunch of people. I'm kind of irked by this because I met her via a dating site online, and the last thing I need is to think that her poison has affected other friendships I have (she runs in some of my friends other circles.)
In other news someone in the "First friday" community has been talking smack about me, I don't know who it is, but it got back to me that he or she has been badmouthing me, months after I stopped going to the events. I just didn't feel like it helped my social anxiety, only worsened it.
I have met few women in the past few months, and so far I can't say that I have met many who I feel like have given me much time or thought. I have talked to a few women from out of the city online, and sadly I've had to stop talking with them. A few got a little too clingy, one even started calling my place of work and some how weaseled her way to my department. This was two months after we stopped talking!
I'm not giving up hope, but I am rather saddened by the lack of progress I have made. I'm getting back into larping as a hope that it'll help with the social things.