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Some Things Are Worth Fighting For

Ordinary World.

The 25 most played songs on my ipod for the year 2011

  1. Suedehead – Morrissey
  2. Human Rocket – Devo
  3. Everyday is Like Sunday – Morrissey
  4. Love Etc.  – Pet Shop Boys
  5. Love?  - Straping Young Lad
  6. Opprotunities (Let’s Make Lots of Money) – Pet Shop Boys
  7. Please Baby Please – Devo
  8. Lucretia My Reflection – Sisters of Mercy
  9. That’s How People Grow Up – Morrissey
  10.  What We Do – Devo
  11.  No Place Like Home – Devo
  12. Abuse the Dominion – Bynar
  13. Big in Japan – Alphaville
  14. Dominion/Mother Russia – Sisters of Mercy
  15. Later is Now – Devo
  16. March On – Devo
  17. The Last of the Famous International Playboys – Morrissey
  18.  Wish – Nine Inch Nails
  19.  You Have Killed Me – Morrissey
  20.  Floorshow – The Sisters of Mercy
  21.  Stop Me If You Think You’ve Heard This One Before – The Smiths
  22.  Fresh – Devo
  23. Step Up – Devo
  24. How Soon Is Now – The Smiths
  25. Chant – The Merry Thoughts

Birthday Birthday.
It's my birthday. 

I got this message on OKCupid.
I got this message on Okcupid:

"Hello there, I am writing you because you sound interesting to me. I
have never been married or have kids. I have been shy pretty much my
whole life around guys. But once I get to know someone I can't shut up
lol I am looking for someone to go walking with and watch movies with. I
like cuddling but like my space to. I like to have fun with my friends
to. I like watching csi, law and law and order shows. I like watching
funny movies and scary ones to. I guess I am kind of a dork to and I am
looking for the dork of my dreams my whole life maybe you can be that
guy. I like people with sense of humors because I love being goofy lol
hope to talk to you soon :)"

Now just by reading it you can tell that something isn't right, it looks like it is a cookie cutter message, and secondly the profile that sent it has no pictures, and the profile isn't filled out.   I've been getting a lot of these types of messages lately.   

I am Jack's bologna. 

Why try?
So, I'm kind of depressed.  I found out a girl I thought I hit it off with pretty much gave me the dust off because I don't make enough money for her, and sad to say she's more or less bad mouthed me to a bunch of people.  I'm kind of irked by this because I met her via a dating site online, and the last thing I need is to think that her poison has affected other friendships I have (she runs in some of my friends other circles.)

In other news someone in the "First friday" community has been talking smack about me, I don't know who it is, but it got back to me that he or she has been badmouthing me, months after I stopped going to the events.  I just didn't feel like it helped my social anxiety, only worsened it.

I have met few women in the past few months, and so far I can't say that I have met many who I feel like have given me much time or thought.  I have talked to a few women from out of the city online, and sadly I've had to stop talking with them.   A few got a little too clingy, one even started calling my place of work and some how weaseled her way to my department.  This was two months after we stopped talking!

I'm not giving up hope, but I am rather saddened by the lack of progress I have made.  I'm getting back into larping as a hope that it'll help with the social things.  

I really should write again.  But I'm not really feeling good about anything I want to write about.  I was going to write about the lack of love life, and the misadventures of online dating, including some really nasty people I've run into.  Some are obvious jerks, others not so obvoius with their true colors revealed later.

First off, let me apologize about the twitter posts.  I didn't know it would do that.  Secondly, I think I may have a problem.  I have been attracting a lot of crazy women lately. (Mainly through OK Cupid)  I was trading messages with a lady in Iowa for a bit, and I had to cut communication because she was an emotional vampire.  Everytime we talked she was always miserable and brought me down.  I tried my best to get her to think positive, but she just wouldn't accept advice.  Just today I got in a nice conversation with a woman, and I was as honest as I could be with her.  I even openly admitted a few things.  About a half an hour ago she sent a message stating I was a liar.  I'm rather perplexed by this, but needless to say that was un-warranted.

I've had a few conversations with sane women on that site, they don't seem to stick around.  I've been getting rather apprehensive about my options lately...

My tweets
  • Sat, 12:45: I'm at 1855 Bar n Grill (216 S Main, Cottage Grove) http://4sq.com/qfTei7
  • Sat, 14:47: I may like taking topless photos of myself in the bathroom, but I know better than posting them online. Boobies.
  • Sat, 18:07: I need a date night
  • Sat, 18:25: So far, the only fan of my soul patch is my parent's dog.
  • Sat, 19:44: I've changed my name due to someone *ahem* "following" me on the internets
  • Sat, 19:46: p.s. my name is German for "The Bacon, The"
  • Sat, 19:55: I'm not a fan of stalkers. Unless they're stalking someone other than me.
  • Sat, 20:17: Apparently Packers Family night got rained out,.
  • Sat, 20:49: I don't get why people hate the Watchmen movie. It's one of my all time favorite superhero movies.
  • Sat, 20:59: Is your Twitter feed full of spam and you fancy a purge? The Twit Cleaner tool at http://www.thetwitcleaner.com is brilliant
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The State of New York passed an amendment that states getting married is really gay.  (Guy who gets it wrong.)

I'm at a point in my life where I'm sick being by myself, however I'm also at a point that as soon as I meet a cool chick, they're off the market.  I'd rather not stick around them when they're dating.  It just complicates things.  I hate being put in a position where I'm supposed to listen about how much of a jerk her man is.  I'd rather just disappear in a cave, than have to deal with that again. 

I just entered my 30's and it feels as if like is going no where.


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